She watched me grow up and she held me close. She gave me a handkerchief for my running nose. She feed me when I was hungry and wiped my tears dry. The she was always there until she died. God gave me a gift, which I hoped I could have cherished longer. She always held my hand to make me stronger. She bore me in pain, yet she love me when I was troublesome and drove her insane. She was my mother in a a physical sense, and angel from above is what made things a suspense. I miss her everyday, and think about her every moment of my life. No one to hug me before I rest my head at night. She isn't around when I now need her the most, I walk the earth as a wandering ghost. Her presence is gone I can't feel her around. My feet hit the ground all alone you aren't two steps behind me anymore. If only you knew how much I cared, if only you knew how much I'd give up for me to have my mother back. I know one-day you will look down from heaven and see me I know one-day you will be proud to know how well I survived lonely and hurt. That one-day will be when I return to the ground. Most people don't value the woman who gave them birth with love all around. Never to seek and always to be needed a found. These are the moments I miss you the most mama. I remain broken and lost, I fall so fast with no one hold. I wish you were around to make me feel less scared, now I hold my self look up to the heavens wondering if you remember me from up there. I know i always troubled you so much as a child. I know i grew up young and wild. Right now it's just me myself and i coz I'm nobody's child.
Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks
