Tears of the soul

I see your face when I close my eyes, the pain that comes knowing that I'm hurt for a while. You cannot shatter a broken heart. You cannot break a soul so distant with worries to cart. Your care is precious, yet I'm a stubborn mule.  The tears I cried were from me being ignored by you. My heart skips a beat when my soul speaks your name.  Your beauty and depth of your heart helps me forget the pain. I envy the person who holds your hand, I envy the person who with u has their life planned. Like a fish to water I breathe under rapids. Stealing your heart leaves my love for you burned like acid. A moment to treasure and a feeling surreal. Knowing you are in my life makes things as special as can be. I watch the sunrise everymorning wishing I could die. Then I'd realize it's not very easy to tell you goodbye. I pry open the closet of skeletons and bury my past. I mask my smile so fast. I cannot fathom a day without you near. The sound of your voice lingers in my ears. My soul is refreshed knowing I can smile, you have the power to trigger my emotions all the while. Like a child you guide a blind man on his path.  You're not my ending you're my start. My beginning to make my soul at ease. Holding you close yes I will be pleased. I am but human I make mistakes. I feel vulnerable when I can't have your hand to take. I'm not perfect no body is, but I still love you and always will. See I look forward to seeing you happy be it with anyone who owns your heart. Coz with me happiness doesn't last and take you very far. You always have the power to right my wrongs. I thank you for always thinking about me, even though my fear leaves me blinded to see. Without you I'm still no body. You may not love me the way I do, you may not know what it's like to have a woman like you. All I know is that you reside in my heart and have the keys to my gate. All I know is that yes you are my soulmate.

Written & composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks