My sweetest sin

Her beauty was always present to capture my soul. Her beautiful brown eyes took a part of me at whole. The motive was clear, the fear didn't stop me from reaching the goal. Her heart to win was my prize. Her deceit and lies were the hidden disguises. As time flies by I think about her beautiful face, I now realize as many have come none can take your place. The feeling of me holding you tight, keeping you safe while you sleep through the night. Her perfume was my intoxicating vibe, I imagined you one day to be my bride. We ride through life's endless journey and maze. The passion we shared for eachothers time left us in a craze. Her hair on my face says she is happy as she sleeps and breathes heavily with delight. With her hand in mine I took on the world in a fist fight. The touch of her skin as her goosebumps arose from slumber. I miss your favorite chillipowder and cucumber.  I ponder every moment how those 7 years past by. The memories sometimes bring tears of joy to my eyes. The sparkle in your eyes when I kiss your forehead and cannot be matched. To your soul I once was attached, the taste of your lips stuck with me throughout the day. The smile on your face told me how badly you missed me in everyway.  The hugs you gave me took away my anxiety.  The fights we had still gave me tranquility.  You laid my heart down with regret and time that I didn't have for you to spare. The obsession for you kept you close. Your absence is what I now miss the most. Yet it was so amazing to have you in my life. I was stuck on your love like a paper to glue. Yes I had to leave and I was without a clue. I stole the heart that now belongs to the one you call your own. You always wanted to hear me on the telephone when I wasn't around.  I was lost without your love till I was finally found. You were my queen and me you king.  I am happy I was once indulging in you as my sin.

Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks