Monday, December 26, 2016

A painful desire

The moments we spend together or apart cannot be replaced. The twinkle in your beautiful brown eyes and the smile on your face. These are the thoughts that venture through my head. As I lay back in silence and darkness in my bed. You led me from my own shell to place I never thought I would go. I speak volumes of your beauty, love, and elegance. I am but human with nothing but love now reminisce. I cannot believe how fast I fell, I connected with you very well. Time will tell if its true. I miss you, I am but pained yet, my love for you isn't dying all the same. There are two sides to a coin as my friends explained. One side of me filled with love and care, the other is a heartless human being which exists in there. But I cannot find the words to describe how much I love you each day, I cannot believe how painful it is to miss someone so much in everyway. I am a man with a past so cruel, I am not worthy of love I knew it. Things are always just a reminder of what I had done. Destiny and karma join hands sometimes just for fun. A starry night, a clear dark sky. A cold winter morning to add to the tears of joy I've cried. I am happy that you are there. These emotions I face cannot be replicated as at this world I stop and stare. One-day I will be pleased to know that we can grow old. One-day together my love for you as a tale to little children it shall be told.

Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks