Friday, October 13, 2017

I love you and I always will

The broken hearted know pain, her eyes so brown it can't hide the same. She smiles as she knows she can. Hiding what's deep in her heart, betrayal was never the plan. She can and will always survive. She says I'm okay and you know how to read those lies. The bond between two souls entwined, the chemistry so sublime. She finished her thoughts only to have him say it out loud. He couldn't argue with her and would shut his mouth. She'd seal his anger with a kiss, while tis her warm embrace he does miss. Her smile is a picture painted deep in his soul. The left side of her dimple would melt his heart so cold. She'd wake up every morning to breakfast in bed. He hold her close as on his chest would rest her head. He knew she was too good for a man like him filled with flaws. Yet, closer to him herself she did draw.  His name on her lips as she opens her eyes. He caught every tear she did cry. He isn't very proud of suffocating her heart and tearing her love from her soul away. He wishes and regrets the torment he lives with everyday. He prays for her happiness and longs for her by his side. He hides his emotions like a master in disguise.  His prize he has lost and possession of her love has slipped.  Her craves for her hand in his and desires her skin on his fingertips.  He grips on to a past for years now that she let go. This lovestory is written in the books of old. The smell of her skin lingers deep within. She was his immortal sin, yet he let's the world know of the heart he never did win. They avoid his mistakes and he makes them anew. Never again can he whisper in hear ears 'i love you'. And never again will she hold his face to tell him 'i do too and I always will'. All that remains is the shell of a man that once did love, with memories that suppress him like a drug.

Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks