Her name stays on my lips all the days of my life. The dreams roll on of her every day and night. I fight so hard to not my emotions fall astray. I think of what things would be like if she and I were together in every possible way. Her skin still remains stuck on my fingertips. Her hair by myside as her heart is what I wished to grip. I feel like a madman without her even after all these years. I look back at our relationship with tears. Fear drives me into disarray, for her to hold I now crave. She has always been by myside. Since we walked away my soul has died. The pride I once had when I wanted to say 'I do' slipped away the moment I left you. The choices we made were never right. We'd always hold on to eachother after every fight. Death is a friend that never comes to visit. As I sit an remain reminiscent of the past. I know loving you was the biggest task. Now we both wear these masks to hide our sorrow and melt our pain. Things between us will never be the same.
Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks
