Perfectly wrong

Her presence made me feel like the sun never gave up on moving away my dark clouds. She kept away the pain and the hurt by not letting them mount. Her kisses were what kept me going. Her tears kept growing. All the fights were never worth the pain. She always said my name, while she sat down to pray. A lifetime of wrong choices I made in everyway. All my breathtaking was admired by her beauty. It was my duty to love her the most. Now like a ghost she wanders in my thoughts. I listen to the heart break and remember her heart beat which put me at ease. She was always so defiant and hard to please. Her arms around me gave me peace. The touch of her skin on mine was a tease. Love is brutal and never kind. Love is definitely stupid and blind. Or is it just me with all my ego and pride. I keep my heart locked inside. I'm apologetic for all the pain I caused. All the tears I made her cry, she and I were inseparable like Bonnie and Clyde. I hide in my solice and break inside. I'm happy is a lie I decieve the world with and try to hide. After all these years I realised what wasn't right, we tried to stay together and carry on the good fight. She has forgotten about my presence and her happiness exists in these songs for all to see. While I now realise you were perfectly wrong for me.

Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks

A walk to remember

Everyday she awakens with his name on her lips. It's been years and the years have stopped but his skin remains on her fingertips. His image is embedded in her mind forever to hold. She kept him in her heart, and loves him with her soul. His life is torn to pieces. She still replays the moment she says bless you, when he sneezes. Her tears have run dry as she watched him walk away. His life taught him never to cry even till this very day. Her body aches for his touch and his skin longs for hers. Fear is what grows in their hearts. As they can't hit restart, he was a loyal fool, and she a hopeless romantic looking under creeks and corners for love. Little did she know that he always was the she loved. And lives with regret and that grueling mistake. Her feelings were never fake as he imagined. Yet her unfaithfulness he couldn't forgive. Now he lays his head to rest and with betrayal and loneliness he does live. Like a gift from the heavens her beauty remains fresh in his mind. Her beautiful smile, so charming and very captivating all the time. Her lips were pressed against his and sent him in a flurry of emotions going wild. Her held her tight as she fell asleep in his arms every night like a child. Her brown eyes sparkled under the moonlight as he held her to watch the stars. She held on tight to him and helped heal his scars. She bore his child in agonizing pain yet her love went towards her daughter now in her arms. She was as beautiful as her mother, yet a seed of another. He kept that secret and tried to hold on to a relationship that already slipped away. She made her choice which wasn't him and chose a man that would stay. So piece by piece he restored his faith which lasts to this day. A man can be great and a father can be made. Yet her choice which she made was now her mistake. He wasn't perfect but he was a father to that child which would have stayed.

Written and composed by
Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks