Pieces

 The desires of the heart and craving of the soul, makes you feel so compassionate that you can't control. Like ashes in the wind emotions don't wither away, they remain till one grows old each and every day. The stormy weather brings forth pain, the good times don't last as you heart isn't the same. Distress and hatred fills you up, these burdens grow are like an overflowing cup. The rivers run dry, as we have but no more tears left to cry, the winters seem cold as we have only ourselves to hold. Loneliness is a gift, yet we fail to embrace, love is a great but finding that person who needs it is all we see, the one who deserves it, isnt yours to keep. The choices we make teach us the truth, you desire her heart and she doesn't give it to you. You pillow lays bare with the shell of a person that used to be there. Memories eat you alive torn between this life and things that are to come. Gone are the days of frolic and fun, gone are the moments you did so solemnly cherish, the pain and anguish makes you perish. Gone are the moments of laughter and pleasure. All you keep is your thoughts of the person you did once treasure. Nothing in this world stays for good, promises are broken as they should, God is the one who makes promises to keep, we as human beings need to remember that love doesn't last forever and ever, never expect your heart to belong to one. They love you for the time being and it's done. Gather your courage and pick yourself up, build up your pieces and become whole again without the popular people's thesis. Those pieces of you love like no other, so love yourself not another. 

Written and composed by

Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks

The Broken Hearted Love Story

As we walk down life's path, we lose our grip on reality and our hearts. Tis but the truth we fail to accept. Even if we take our last breath. She was no different and he was exactly the same, it began as children playin through the sunshine and always together through the rain. She knew what love was and deeply cared for him the most, he knew about kicking a football and having his fun at the most. She waited patiently and determined to love him more and more each day. Time passed by, he never did change, as teenagers they shared their first kiss, the taste of her lips made him feel bliss. She felt the butterflies in her stomach and the tingling in her toes. She knew as he did together they'll grow old. Alas! Life has a funny way of proving you wrong, this is their broken love story which angels sing as songs. He felt love like no other, he loved her more and more through every fight and stormy weather. She looked at another as most women do, she wanted to re kindle the spark she once knew. He was content with her in his life, he bought a ring to ask her, if she'd be his wife. She didn't say yes and told him the truth instead. He killed his heart and started thinking through his head, he hopped from relationships in an array, wether it's was from a year, month or day. Seeking her in every woman he caught, tis her memories that made him distraught. She now stays happy and far away from him as can be, as he looks down the bottle of his whiskey. Promising himself, if she'd ever come back the door to his heart would remain unlatched. After all these years he knows she wouldn't return, the boy grew into a man with lessons and experiences he did learn. A word of advice to those who give your heart so free to someone who says they would love you for all eternity. Trust them not and ask yourself why, the answer which is revealed will determine their lie. This love story shall no longer prelong, this love story will dwell in the soul like a unforgettable song. This isn't a love story anymore of the heart, this is a story of a man and his broken soul, his closed eyes shows him the woman he loved and the woman he did once dearly hold. He embraces the memories and has forgotten his past, he's kept his lesson and scars. 

Written and composed by

Timothy Justin Rudolph Rodricks